I'm still alive!

I've kinda been gone from devianART for a while... Still been taking photos, but haven't felt very creative lately... and since I'm not really editing my photos much and it's so much easier & quicker to upload to Flickr I've been posting alot more of my photos there than here. I dunno, but it seems like in the amount of time it takes me to put one pic on here, I could easily put 50 on Flickr and they get seen by alot more people... I know there's a difference though, Flickr's just for photos and deviantART is for a lot more...

Google's Tsunami Relief Page

Here's something to think about... While the rest of the world should be trying to do everything they can to help the tsunami victims, stupid jackasses in Iraq are still blowing up people for the fun of it... or was it religion.. or politics.. does any of it really justify it..? Just seems stupid to me... Too bad Iraq couldn't have been hit by the tsunami instead of people who actually try to get along...

I say we should pull all of our troops out of Iraq and use them to help the tsunami victims!

Today's my last day of work before I start my vacation!! Yay!!
If only the clock would go a little faster...

I think two weeks off should do me some good.. And it will give me some time to play Everquest 2 or Halo 2! oh and GTA S.A. & Half-Life 2!!! There are so many good games out right now, and so little time to play all of them...

Tonight I think I might have to get drunk... Just for the hell of it... Tired of sitting in this house, but there's nowhere good to go around here. Maybe I'll go to a club or something, but it just not as much fun alone for me. I'd much rather hang out or go somewhere with some friends, but I don't really have any. Well that's not totally true, I have one, but she has to work tonight... I'm glad to have her as a friend, but it can be weird sometimes.. I mean weird because she's my only friend right now, and I'm a guy and straight, and she's single but she says she's not attracted to me and thinks of me like a brother...
So even though my best and closest friend is a female and single, I still have to go out an try to meet other women... And then of course whenever I am dating someone they seem to get jealous and don't want me hanging out with her... but it doesn't really matter since I have such a hard time meeting people and making friends anyway... Each time I get lied to or used by someone it just makes me trust people even less... and whenever I'm around lots of people I always feel like people are judging me negatively... anyway enough on that, I've been thinking too much... It's hard not to think too much when you can go whole days at a time with nobody speaking to you, no phone calls, no emails, even at work... I'm ADD and my brain runs at 500Mph all the time, it's hard to find things that interest me and I don't enjoy alot of the things that normal people do like watching sports... Take football (american not soccer), I know it's the competition etc, but I refuse to do like alot of men and idolize other men who are overpaid, run around in tights, pat each other on the ass, roll around on the ground with other guys, shower with other guys... and most of the plays start with one guy crouching behind another and putting his hands between the first one's legs to take the ball... I know I shouldn't put down an american past time, but I grew up in a small town where football was all they had, and in highschool these same guys that are running around in tights patting each other on the ass and showering together, would push around and bully the smarter kids, geeks, nerds, or just anyone who wasn't part of the team... And if any of these "jocks" thought some guy was gay, he'd probably get his ass kicked, but to me it seems kinda hypocritical in a way... How often do you see a bunch of guys in drag fight for a ball in front of a croud, roll around on the ground together, patting each other on the ass in the process and then top it off with a group shower when the game's over... hmm... ok maybe it's more interesting with the testosterone & steroid pumped guys... I don't know why I got on this rant, I hope I didn't offend anyone who might read this... sometimes my own thoughts make even me go WTF??

Where's my beer?!?!